Failed Once Again (Alexander)

[alex]

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"Um, I'm not a big time breakfast person...But coffee and toast would be fine..."

He replied as they entered the kitchen then...Repa would also see that Alex didn't have a great appetite.....But, Alex was trying not to start up some kind of conversation with her. He already was in love with her....Well, maybe love was a strong word.....He felt for her that was certain.....He was actually ready to get back to his home world. But he also kept that to himself. It was to the point that he wanted to just forget about her. But even he knew that would be impossible....

Cause she was friends with Noctis....This was not the last time he and she would be together. The question is; would he be able to control his actions with her? He said he was not gonna give up on her. If the one she's with ever left her, he would be right there waiting on her....He knew he made this plain and clear to her last night about his feelings....And he was going to stick by them....He was just not gonna let any thing or any one harm her either. He would be there like he was last night for her.

"And I'm fine....I've had worse nights then last night....."

[Repa Raines]

Princess at Heart
Yeah I'm a Princess...but I'm no Damsel in Distress...Far from it.

Repa just shrugged a bit and nodded at Alex’s request for breakfast. “I hope that’s really what you want…or you don’t trust a princess to cook” She smiled, trying to actually make conversation and joke around. “I’ve had my fair share of burnt toast, but I’m sure i’ll be able to manage at least that and some coffee.” She said popping some toast into a toaster and waiting on it while starting to brew some coffee. It was simple but good enough for her as well. Nothing elaborate this morning, perhaps later.

Today was going to be a busy day. Maybe Repa would stay one more day at home just to get some more rest and catch up with family before running off again. Besides, she still needed to hang out and apologize to Stella, she was a bit…rude last night and Repa felt bad, but that would come later. And also Repa wanted to know that status of last night’s attack and how Josh and the other soldiers did. She basically wanted to be filled in on everything, she was effected by it so she had a right to know. So as stated before…a long day. “Okay, yeah I was just saying…if you’re tired later you should probably sleep some…don’t drain yourself dry of energy.” She said as the toast popped out of the toaster and the coffee was done.

Repa grabbed 2 plates and set some toast on each place before pouring two cups of coffee. She wasn’t much of a coffee person but it worked from time to time with her. While placing the plates down on a table in the kitchen she walked over and grabbed whatever there was to put on toast whether it be jam, butter, sugar you name it. And then, she sat down, and kept quiet. She felt as if that’s how it was supposed to be. Alex wasn’t talking much, though she could clearly see he was tired, and well what happened last night wasn’t exactly the best…so really she understood and took the hint. She kept quiet as well and just ate in silence.

[alex]

“I hope that’s really what you want…or you don’t trust a princess to cook” “I’ve had my fair share of burnt toast, but I’m sure I’ll be able to manage at least that and some coffee.” "That actually sounds great to me...." He smiled at her as he sat there waiting and watching her move around the kitchen and make their breakfast....

“Okay, yeah I was just saying…if you’re tired later you should probably sleep some…don’t drain yourself dry of energy.”

He smiled sheepishly at her....That meant he like it when there was some one else looking out for him. "Don't worry about it. You're right. I should get more sleep Noctis would be thrilled that I'm rested next time I see him and able to handle matters with out him having to worry about me..." He did hate the fact that he could not function like his other friends. Damned his father! Why did he have to be thrown away like he had? Repa was mostly understanding all that he was going through. Simply because she knew how it was. It was just that simple....

"I blame my father for everything that has happened to me that was bad in my past...He gave me up Repa...How am I suppose to be okay with that?" He looked down at his lap then and sighed. He knew that this might be tough for her. But at least she knew about him...If she didn't understand some thing she would simply have to tell him she didn't know what he was talking about...That simple as well. He liked her for the main reason she never judged him....

[Repa Raines]

Princess at Heart
Yeah I'm a Princess...but I'm no Damsel in Distress...Far from it.

"That actually sounds great to me...." "Don't worry about it. You're right. I should get more sleep Noctis would be thrilled that I'm rested next time I see him and able to handle matters with out him having to worry about me..."

Repa had started breakfast, she had a pot of coffee brewing and some toast in a toaster, so for now, all she had to do was wait. She hopped herself onto a clear section of the counter and just sat there, listening to Alex. “Noctis worries too much about others sometimes…” She shrugged a bit crossing her ankles as she looked over at Alex, waiting for the food to be ready. “Hopefully this little trip away from home will get better, well…depending on how long you all stay…even so, things should get better, no parties or anything.” Repa said with a smile letting her eyes shift from the coffee pot to the toaster, just waiting. “That and I’m pretty sure Josh and his crew scared off any rebels…or should I say you did that. Which means we wont have any of them lurking around for awhile.” That was a good thing, no one wanted to have to watch their back constantly.

"I blame my father for everything that has happened to me that was bad in my past...He gave me up Repa...How am I suppose to be okay with that?"

Repa sat and paused a few moments, trying to think of something to say, something to make it better or what not. But nothing came to mind. Finally a timer sounded off for the toaster and Coffee pot and Repa hopped off the counter and got right to it. Pulling a few pieces of toast out and pouring 2 cups of coffee. She kept one on the counter and took one over to Alex, along with the toast and then returned to her own drink leaning against the counter. “Well…I don’t think you’re supposed to be okay with it. I know I wouldn’t be. I mean, I’d probably be pretty upset, it’s not like anyone expects you to be okay with things like that…” She said looking at the different marble swirls on the counter. “It’s kind of like when someone says ‘I know how you feel’ because they don’t…everyone is different and they take things differently. I won’t say you should or shouldn’t be upset…but it’s nothing that you should just shrug off.” Wow. How suckish could you get with advice like that?

Maybe to prove her point a little more Repa decided to continue talking a bit. “I know I’m not okay with things in my life. Uncontrollable, not my fault, yet I’m not okay with them. We all have our moments…what we can and can’t tolerate.” She shrugged a bit, maybe not going as deep from her own personal experiences as she wanted to, but she figured that was enough to get by for now, now it was time to get onto a nice happy topic to start the day off right.